Tuesday, May 11, 2010

An Apology..

I am sorry for taking pleasures in your pains people,

This was the most cruel I could become...

I am sorry for not sympathizing,

This made me a little less human...

I am sorry for seeing your pains as results of your own wrong doing,

I was ignorant of the new crimes I was committing...

I am sorry for thinking that they were your dues,

I forgot that I would have mine...

I am indeed very sorry for being revengeful,

Oh!! How could I...

I am sorry for becoming the very monster that I was fighting,

For I forgot that I looked into an abyss, which looked back into me..



I am...

I am whole, I am parts, I am broken, I am tattered,

which way when, that's the whole matter,

I invoke God, when I am unable to hold all the 'I's' further,

I may be just a link in the whole structure,

Busy collecting all my scattered pieces together,

I have lost my voice, therefore saying things with borrowed metaphors...